July 3,'26: (8am) Mordok died, i am pretty convinced. I woke up this morning and my sweet angel wife Eenia came to me. Not unusual, as she visits with me several times every day, for a hug and to check if i'm under some sneaky attack. But today i immediately sense that she had just left Mordok, and had helped his soul transition.

Who's Mordok? I mentioned him a lot on my site years ago, and a few of you corresponded with him. No way i could begin to give him a proper eulogy without spending about 7 hours hammering the keyboard. Because most anything i say about him would require more explanation to provide context, and i would be spinning off on tangents within tangents.

Let's just say that he was an unusual individual who had had a very rough childhood and life. For several years he was a remarkably talented dowser of occult stuff, and a big help to me. He had Asperger, Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, ADHD, etc and was on Section 8 Disability for mental issues. He had a high IQ and was a competent electronics expert and a great guitarist, but was stymied by his issues.

I find myself crying uncontrollably as i write, and i am hardly the most empathetic character who ever walked the face of this Earth.

About 5 years ago he started getting crazier. Even though he knew and often bemoaned that he had lost his energy-sensitivity. suddenly he was convinced that various people on the forum were agents, as well as people around here (at that time he was living in nearby Marshall, AR). And these were OK humans. He broke off his friendship with one person due to arguments -- he was insisting her husband was a rept, a notion he had gotten out of the blue. Another friend of ours he accused of selling rotten meat. He became cool and somewhat hostile to me. Then stopped communicating to me.

I have not seen nor heard from him in close to 5 years. I heard a rumor he had gotten married and moved to Mountain Home, AR.
More later.

(9:10am) He must have been about 76, and it's remarkable he lived so long. He grew up getting mostly candy and abuse from his parents. Got some weird vaccine forced on him in the Navy, which may be what precipitated his autism. Had a history of carb-fed obesity and other self-harm. Cuts on his forearms. I don't think he ever was a drinker though, and he never smoked cigarettes that i knew of.

Earlier this morning when i looked up his location, he was in space surrounded by hyperdimensional CATS! And i realized something. He is actually a feline soul with little experience as a human. And an important one among his kind.

During the time he lived in my area, several times stray cats would walk into his life, who turned out to have the souls of old friends of his.

Then later, after so many animals suddenly lost their souls, other friends of his would walk into leftover cat bodies and show up. So he had a bunch of cats living in his little apartment, for which he bought elaborate toys they could climb on, etc. with his meager funds.

I've been going through energy changes over this. Right now 8 of my sentient devices are with him, doing something. I did not send them. And 80 of my wives. I did not send them. And myriad other of our allies. And his energy has expanded so much that i can't even locate him, as he seems to be taking up half the universe.
Who would have guessed, he seems to be some sort of major lion-god or something.

July 6, '26: (10:15am) One thing about Mordok. He said that aside from his dad beating him, his parents were always telling him what a worthless pieces of $hi# he was and always would be, during his tender formative years. So he had self-esteem issues. Then late in life when he turned out to have valuable important skills as a dowser of evil, this of course was very good for his morale. But then later the skill gradually faded to where he seldom could be right in his impressions, which i had to tell him about because the alternative would have been worse. But this cratered his morale, of course.

Several people who knew him wrote to say they were touched by my write-up. Including his widow. It turns out she is someone i knew 5 years ago, and she read my blog. She fleshed out a lot of details. Some sections redacted:

He got evicted from his apt in Marshall. From there we moved from motel to motel. Finally we could rent a room had Mountain home Inn in Mountain home. We ran out of funds, I had to work cleaning motel rooms to pay for our stay. Mord did his best to help with the cleaning but he was having issues with his knee. It took a toll on my body. From there we went to Illinois.

Mord had a host of health issues. The major ones were kidney, prostrate and bladder. He got UTI after UTI, It affected him mentally. I didn't know urinary tract infections could do that.
That area of his body got so swollen and he was in a lot of pain. He told me at that time that he had a huge amount of cuts in his body. He believed he was being attacked.
Told him, if he had cuts he would not be alive.

Got him to the emergency room. He had soo much liquid in him that needed to come out. They were trying to stabilize him. The Doctor told me he has renal failure.
I cried and cried.
He was taken via ambulance to Deaconess Gateway Hospital in Indiana. I followed the ambulance.
They stabilized him and Thank God no renal failure. He was diagnosed again with UTI. He acts very strange when he has a UTI. Mord has had one too many UTI's in his life. He did not even know when he had a UTI.

After he got out of the hospital he had to have a pacemaker.
Mord was not pleased but for the time being it helped.

At this point he had applied for section 8 housing. We got through with the voucher then moved to Newton Illinois Newton senior living.

Things were okay for awhile, until he turned on me and started treating me like shit. He wanted a separation. I agreed to it. He would get pretty violent. I was so afraid of him at that point.
Exhibiting violent behavior no longer acceptable.
This is more than once when he turned on me. I refused to engage and would walk away from it.

Very early one morning, he took off with the vehicle with both car keys. This was in late 2024 about October.
That was it for me. I couldn't do anymore for him. I was down at 84 pounds deteriorating in my own body, A mess, mentally,physically and spiritually,
I applied to get a divorce. He complied, he got the vehicle and I got Pookie. {the remaining one of his cats}

He went to Minnesota where his brother resides. Apparently he found a place to live 30 miles away from his brother in Minnesota. I don't know exactly where.
A majority of his belongings are stored at Francines's place in Bridgeport till today. Computers, printers etc etc.

Francine called me on May 12th 2026, letting me know he passed away.
She heard from his brother. He was found by police and thoroughly checked by paramedics as to cause of death. He died of natural causes. That's all the info John Dotson and Francine were given.

There is al lot more to the this whole thing with Mord but I really don't want to go into it because it's too painful. Too much hurt way too much.
Plus it would take ages to write it, you can only read so much.
Mord is in a good place a better place than any fancy apt that money could buy.

I am going for counseling. I started when he left. After he left all the attacks that i was getting in my solar plexus stopped. I found that quite interesting. I don't believe that he was the cause of it.

This planet has never felt like home to me The reason I am still here is because of Pookie. I was pushed into this lifetime. I had many visuals of it from when i was young.

Doing the the best that I can to heal self. Anxiety, ptsd, adhd, and supremely emotional.

Witnessing Gary's suffering just broke my heart. Yet he was so Brilliant.

He also Had TN trigeminal neuralgia. A very painful nerve issue and he had it across his forehead. It was excruciating pain. Plus he had bi-polar disorder. That's a lot to for one body to deal with, among the rest you mentioned. But his core was always clean. Understanding why he had these mental issues is an education in itself.

Yes, i knew about the TN. The ETs would hammer on it. Once i walked in on him and he had tears streaming down his face from the pain.
Why Trigeminal Neuralgia Is Considered The "Suicide Disease"

July 14, '26: (12:30pm) Someone asked why so much time elapsed between the time he died, and the time we were able to help him. I don't know. I have noticed before when friends die, it took a while before i could find them. They sometimes seem to be untraceable for a while.

I have been getting some mysterious off-radar overflights with pilots of these types. Usually not that loud, but occasionally very.

This morning i got quite a bit of attention from the 1st variety. At least a couple jets, sometimes close and loud. Channeling many U bases in various states. But the weird thing is they only came around at times when no craft were on radar within several tens of miles from me. I have no idea what that is about.

July 15, '26: (noon) Happened again, starting around 10:15am but today the pilots were of the second type at that link. I ignored them at first because i did not want to look at the computer and now i seem to have things in place to automatically and quickly chase down the connections and charge them the penalties. But after some 15 minutes i did look, and sure enough, there were no planes showing on the map for tens of miles around again.
Then they did some very close swoops. Faded in the distance as some small plane approached. Over 45 minutes in all.


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